saya mulai dilupa.. :(

lost contact..
saya rindu skali sm dia.. sudah nda ada kabar, nda tau ada dimana???
saya nda tau sm skali dia dmana, lg ba apa, smuanya sy nda tau..
ayolah cepat skolah, saya mau ketemu sm dia.. sy rindu skali.. me missed you :(

welcome HOLIDAY ;)

PACKING (Y)

hei hei hei besok besok besok.. hahahahah :D
besok kita mau onVacation sudah.. waaaaa can't wait deehhh -,-
sudah banyak planning nih..
yaa mungkin setelah disana banyak lagi deh cerita yg mau gue tulis disni.. doain amanaman aja disana yaa??
amin..amin..amin..

okokk cukup sekian dan terima kasih.. saya mau lanjut online trus lanjutkan lagi packingnyaa..
byee gonna missyou :*

akhirnyaa, lega deh..

alhamdulillah, semesternya udah selesai tadi.. makasih ya allah sudah mudahkan hamba dalam mengerjakannya..
yaaa kalo dipikir2 tinggal beberapa bulan lagi udah mau lulus.. sedihnyooo aku gak mau pisah teman..
sedih2nya ditinggal dlu ya??
soalnya hari senin sore myIPA1 mau havefun di tanjung karang.. bisa dibilang IPA1 onVacation lah..hahahah :D
kitakita mau nginap critanya ini, saya sudah nda bisa bayangkan bagemana senangku disana nanti.. pasti dapa rasa skali kebersamannya..
sudah banyak rencanaku dan temanteman buat disana nanti..

dan sekarang doaku semoga smua nilainilaiku TUNTAS dan IPA1 onVacation bisa berjalan dengan lancar gak ada halangan atau apapun yang terjadi..
dan yang paling trakhir saya tambah disayang sama smua orang.. heheheheh mwah mwah love you :* :* :* :*

my XII IPA 1 :*

STAY

Well it’s good to hear your voice
I hope you’re doing fine
And if you ever wondered
I’m lonely here at night
I’m lost here in this moment
And time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I’d have you by my side

Oh I miss you
Oh I need you

And I love you more than I did before
And today I won’t see your face
Nothing’s changed
No one can take your place
It gets harder every day
Say you love me more than you did before
And I’m sorry it’s this way
But I’m coming home
I’ll be coming home
And if you’ll ask me I will stay
I will stay

Well I tried to live without you
The tears fall from my eyes
I’m alone and I feel empty
And I’m torn apart inside
I look up at the stars
Hoping you’re doing the same
And somehow I feel closer
And I can hear you say

Oh I miss you
Oh I need you

I love you more than I did before
And today I won’t see your face
Nothing changed
No one can take your place
It gets harder every day
Say you love me more than you did before
And I’m sorry it’s this way
But I’m coming home
I’ll be coming home
And if you’ll ask me I will stay
I will stay oh I will stay

I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would chose you
So always stay
Please always stays
You’re the one that I would on to [?]
Cause my heart would stop without you

I love you more than I did before
And today I won’t see your face
Nothing’s changed
No one can take your place
It gets harder every day
Say you love me more than you did before
And I’m sorry that it’s this way
But I’m coming home
I’ll be coming home
And if you’ll ask me I will stay
I will stay
I’ll always stay
And I love you more than I did before
And I’m sorry that it’s this way
But I’m coming home
I’ll be coming home
And if you’ll ask I will stay
I will stay
I will stay

putihabuabuKU :(

yaa, kurang lebih 2 bulan lagi saya sudah harus menghadapi Ujian Nasional, maunya sih masih pengen lama samasama dengan temanteman sekelasku yang saya sangat sayang. tapi, mau diapa? emang sudah waktunya kita tinggalin putihabuabu!
yang bikin saya gak mau pisah dari temanteman itu kekompakannya kita, kenapa sih gak dari kelas 1 lalu kita kompak seperti sekarang?? asal tahu aja ya,dulu kalo sudah waktunya mau skolah kayak malas skali, yaiya karna itu kelasku tidak pernah kompak kelas 1, banyk yang masih jaim!

daaaan sekarang sudah lain daripada yang lain kita semua tambah kompak! banyak planning yang kita susun sebelum kita berpisah.. kekompakan kita dimulai sewaktu ulang tahun mentari-maldhan saya ingat skali TANGGAL 19 MARET 2009 kita kasih sureprise sama mento dan maldhan dan semuanya berjalan dengan mulus.. setelah itu malamnya dirayain dikampung nelayan gak disangkasangka orang yang sama skali nda mau difoto pas diacara itu brubah jadi mules smuaa..hahahaha
dan dilanjutkan dengan ulang tahun odelia kitaa kasih capek pokoknya dia pas hari ultahnya.. pas mau pulang kita bicarakan bagaimana kalo bafoto satu kelas distudio?? smuanya stju! sudah pas waktunya bafoto saya nda bakalan lengkap 31 orang eh cekpercek semuanya hadir! sungguh tdk dapat dipercaya!
naaah mulai dari situlah kekompakan kelasku dimulai dan masih berlanjut sampai sekarang..
yang dulunya saya malas skali keskolah sekarang sudah mau keskolah trustrus! haha :D

tapi tinggal dengan hitungan hari,minggu,bulan kita semua mau berpisah.. ada yang mau lanjut dijkarta,bandung,makassar,dan ada juga yang masih menetap dipalu..

temanteman saya nda pernah lupakan kalian smua,kalo sudah besar nanti jangan basombongsombong ee?? saya tau ngoni pe kartu kasiaang! *piss*

hehehheh mungkin orang bilang ini posting agak lebay, ebeeeehh terserah kamu mau bilang apa! bilang saja kalo sirik sama kitakita anak 12ipa1 ku sayaaaaaaaaaaaaang muaah muuaaahh muaahhh :* :*

i love you too..

terserah ya orang mau bilang saya puber kek apa kek sudah saya nda dengar! :p
knapakah dia sayang saya, saya pun begitu sama dia..
dan saya berterima kasih sudah diberikan orang yang perhatian skali sama saya.. waktu saya lagi sedih dia hibur saya, disaat saya stress jg dia suka melucu, pokoknya kalo saya butuh teman cerita dia selalu ada.. hehehehe jangan ngiri yah??

makasih sudah kasih semua waktumu untuk saya, iloveyoutoo :*

makaciii

hmmm..
alhamdulillah di umurku yg 17 makin banyak yang sayang saya, alhamdulillah..
makasih jg buat seseorang yg spesial buat sy senang trus setiap hari (kalo lg akur)..
ya! sy ingat lalu hampir 2 minggu kita gak kontek2an, abisnya sensi trus je' dia huu :(
nda papalah..
intinya saya lebih banyak senang dgn dia daripada sedihnya! haahaha :D
yayayaya nda lama lg saya lulus, pisah deh! :(
tp dia so janji sering jenguk2 sy nanti! hohohohoho -___-"

sorry jg ya, baru sempat posting soalnya modem rusak2 trus waktuku habis dgn belajar dan jalan2! hehehehe..
sebenarnya banyak yg saya mau cerita, tp so mengantuk saya dan dia sdh suruh saya tidur :O

byeee, hv a nice dream hunny :*

Back to December :)

I’m so glad you made time to see me
How’s life, tell me how’s your family?
I haven’t seen them in a while
You’ve been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night,
And I go back to December all the time
Turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven’t been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving,
When your birthday passed and I didn’t call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
Realized that I loved you in the fall
Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
Turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right,
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I’d love you right

I’d go back in time and change it but I can’t
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night,
And I go back to December
Turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December turn around and make it alright
I’d go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

All the time